Hello Sar and welcome to the forum.
Another concerned individual from your country recently joined the forum. You can find his thread on the Europe sub-forum, titled simply "Portugal". Maybe you might want to join in on that discussion? It is sad to hear that you are having it so bad over there. I have been intrigued by whats going over there in the iberian peninsula for quite some time. Seems like the developing financial+oil crisis caught you folks at a very inconvenient time.
best of luck to you and hope to have you as a contributor of a portugese perspective in the times to come.
p.s. on a lighter note, in two hours local time portugal will gear up against czech in the european football championship and I will attend to a TV somewhere to see it.
portugal has been a favourite footie team of mine for a while, seeing as how my country never manages to get a team into any of the final cups in that sport.